September 29, 2008

are we willing to give up on addiction?

time : you there?
time : not goin out d..
time : having headache
time : goin to nap for a while
time : chat with you tonight..

noto : ei?
noto : sleeping?
noto : pig pig
noto : still sleeping?

time : wake up liao~

noto : i thought u went out just now
noto : so watch movie lor
noto : hannibal

time : oh..
time : still watching?

noto : finished liao lor
noto : just now do gym
noto : now still nausea

time : huh?
time : why nausea?
time : didnt eat ah?

noto : ermmm
noto : 1 hour b4 gym i ate durian
noto : haha
noto : dunno ler
noto : mayb really too long nv do liao
noto : so beh tahan liao lor

time : your ulcers ok liao meh?

noto : wut la
noto : really de la
noto : ok liao
noto : haha
noto : almost gone
noto : durian is nice
noto : read my blog

time : I rather you never do gym also dont want you to eat durian
time : ah..

noto : hahaha
noto : no more

time : dont know what to say

noto : durian dun eat mai waste lor
noto : gym emang in my today's schedule liao de
noto : memang*

time : then finish liao lah? the fridge de..

noto : no la..
noto : i took about 8 pieces only
noto : shuang shuang eat abit lor

time : zhong yau?
time : why cannot finish de?
time : you planted durian tree is it?
time : haih.. really speechless liao..

noto : u go read my blog then u will und de la~
noto : http://m0noto.blogspot.com/
noto : noe u lazy go find de

time : it's in my fav already la..
time : say me like that

noto : sori loooo
noto : yang back

time : wei ah..

noto : yes ar

time : I know you cant stop durian in a sudden
time : but can you please eat lesser?
time : once a week maybe?
time : then slowly reduce?

noto : very less liao la...
noto : can lor
noto : say until like drugs
noto : haha
noto : head still got pain mar?
noto : last nite wut time sleep hor?

time : now temporary gone liao
time : later dont know
time : lastnight sleep at 3
time : very scared ah.. the cerebral palsy..

noto : aiyo
noto : also cannot like tat 1 mar
noto : no wonder headache
noto : then how is it?

time : dont know ah..
time : see first la..
time : haih.. really speechless when I look at your blog..

noto : my presentation is tomolo lor...
noto : hahaha
noto : this 1 mayb last wave liao de la..
noto : coz da season also ending liao lor

time : I guess you must have hyperglycaemia already..

noto : now hypo
noto : dinner is 3 half boil egg today

time : haih.. make people sad only..

noto : heh?
noto : y ler?

time : as long as you take enough nutrients la..

noto : ok mar...
noto : dun worry la
noto : ok de
noto : last time i wut diet menu also do b4

time : tell you what
time : I've been playing eason for few days
time : my roomate now also addicted to bu yao shuo hua d..
time : lol

noto : hahaha... not bad... can influence ppl
noto : haha
noto : i also
noto : today went to find the caller ring tone
noto : still dun hav
noto : aihhh

time : nevermind la..

noto : u got any programme can cut mp3 to make it become ringtone de mar?

time : maybe can put lu yi zhi dou zai first lo..
time : lastime I use panasonic de device
time : my old hp
time : easy access
time : since I use SE cannot d
time : dl de also dont survive long
time : require to buy de..

noto : hmmm hmmm
noto : later i try to find la...
noto : cut liao then gif u also
noto : wei...
noto : wanna c my slimmest period de photo?
noto : or u wanna c fattest 1st?
noto : haha

time : haha.. I'm more interested in the result after you work out and on healthy diet
time : hehe..
time : actually you know I so phobia to durian?
time : my family got history of DM de
time : most of them like to eat durian and cannot control
time : my beloved grandma pass away because of kidney failure..

noto : hmmm

time : I really dont want you to be end up like this..

noto : no wonder u so anti i eating so much

time : but yours too exagerate d..

noto : i noe de la...

time : one big pile in the house

noto : wont be so guo fen de
noto : tat 1 is my grandma's house lor
noto : all the uncle & aunty there also
noto : not just me la
noto : aiyo
noto : haha
noto : sor mui
noto : then some wanna gif other family & fren also de la

time : hopefully la..
time : I dont care if you drink or smoke

noto : hee

time : I just ask to reduce durian
time : can mah?

noto : heh? tat's odd....
noto : can

time : guai la..

noto : actually i didnt really eat much la...

time : but I feelike you're eating everyday lo..

noto : no la
noto : only sunda eat abit after dinner
noto : then today eat abit lor
noto : i dun like to eat so much coz very heaty
noto : if i kena heat hor... very easy sorethroat... then sure lum dai liao de

time : lum dai?

noto : fall down

time : oh..
time : as long as you know how to control la..

noto : fever wutever shit also will come liao de

time : I also dont want to talk too much bout that
time : feelike an old lady
time : keep on mumbling one side

noto : then wut else u wanna tell me?
noto : heh

time : I really care bout you
time : must live healtily

noto : for u hor...
noto : durian is worst than smoke ler...

time : haha..
time : cause durian seems more addictive to you now

noto : normally ppl will say wut also can do... except smoke de
noto : hahaha
noto : no wonder

our first song 不要说话..

深色的海面扑满白色的月光
我出神望着海 心不知飞哪去
听到她在告诉你 说她真的喜欢你
我不知该躲哪里

爱一个人是不是应该有默契
我以为你懂得每当我看着你
我藏起来的秘密
在每一天清晨里
暖成咖啡 安静的拿给你

愿意用一枝黑色的铅笔
画一出沉默舞台剧
灯光再亮也抱住你
愿意在角落唱沙哑的歌
再大声也都是给你
请用心听 不要说话

爱一个人是不是应该有默契
我以为你懂得每当我看着你
我藏起来的秘密
在每一天清晨里
暖成咖啡 安静的拿给你

愿意用一枝黑色的铅笔
画一出沉默舞台剧
灯光再亮也抱住你
愿意在角落唱沙哑的歌
再大声也都是给你
请原谅我不会说话

愿意用一枝黑色的铅笔
画一出沉默舞台剧
灯光再亮也抱住你
愿意在角落唱沙哑的歌
再大声也都是给你
爱是用心吗 不要说话

sharing day and night..

noto : wake up liao la

time : hehe..
time : sleep until eye swolen
time : so damn tired
time : my god

noto : wahhh
noto : so nice sleep ar
noto : but ar
noto : can gif me 15 min
noto : movie finishing

time : o..
time : line kinda sucks tonight

noto : finished

time : hey, I think I've fell in love with eason again..
time : hehe..
time : bu yao shuo hua keep on playin in my head
time : haha..

noto : i told u~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
noto : haha
noto : tat song is really damn addictive

time : haha..
time : I told my friends I wanna marry to eason my friend asked me to sleep earlier
time : haha..

noto : wei... long time i nv watch this kind of movie liao...

time : what movie is that?

noto : after watching feel like the whole world is different
noto : silence of the lamb lor

time : oh..
time : haha..
time : finally

noto : >:P
noto : just finished watching the 1st 1
noto : c when free only watch mai the rest

time : haha..
time : what..
time : dont lao gai la..
time : now mah watch liao lo..

noto : haha
noto : but i wonder y they so late only make the 2nd 1

time : oh.. yalo
time : maybe lastime de holywood not so effective

noto : the 2nd 1 de quality so much better

time : wei ah.. just now I sleep you never do assignment ah?

noto : nope
noto : watch movie
noto : haha
noto : nvm lor
noto : still got 1 more day

time : naughty
time : see you sick forgive you la..

noto : haha

time : cham liao.. my leader voice out liao.. chasing me for the cerebral palsy
time : freeze you for a while

noto : haha
noto : argh

time : guai la..

time : doin what?

noto : studying

time : wah.. so guai
time : okla..

noto : guai ur head
noto : haha

time : haha..
time : wah! so late liao..
time : my god..

noto : y wah
noto : ahh!!!
noto : wahhh!!!
noto : shit
noto : i havent shower

time : haha..

noto : i go 1st la

time : I havent also
time : go la..

noto : wut?!
noto : u cnanot bath so late la
noto : feng sap

time : haha..
time : then wanna bathe together is it? :->
time : haha..

noto : yes
noto : scrub my back

noto : haha

time : haha..
time : scrub your brain
time : ok la..
time : lets bathe
time : done

noto : me 2
noto : brush mai teeth liao
noto : im getting so hungry

time : haha..
time : just now didnt eat meh?

noto : just now took antacid also
noto : damn pain
noto : no ler

time : oh..
time : why torture yourself like that?
time : drink milk la..

noto : yawor
noto : got milk
noto : but nvm la
noto : i also wanna sleep liao

time : tomorrow sure will be damn hungry when you wake up

noto : tomolo only suen lor
noto : heh

time : dont get up 3am go to fridge curi makan ah..
time : haha..

noto : i wont de
noto : sleep liao then will be like pig only
noto : aikss
noto : pain again liao
noto : wei ar..

time : haha..

noto : i think i go sleep 1st la

time : okla..

noto : okok

time : night night~
time : :-*

noto : u make sure ur hair dry liao only sleep lor

time : sweet dreams~

noto : later got kutu
noto : haha
noto : night night

time : >:P

noto : :-*

time : zou san~

noto : morning

time : everything done?

noto : nope
noto : just woke up
noto : late again
noto : cham
noto : last nite so difficult to sleep
noto : haha

time : oh.. then go prep la

noto : ok
noto : leave liao mar?

time : goin to
time : you done liao?
time : later only sms la
time : dont be late

noto : yeap
noto : i also gao dim liao
noto : going class now lor
noto : later afternoon mayb got things to do
noto : so dun wait for me lor

time : ok

noto : got discussion

time : buhbye~

noto : bye

time : you there?

noto : just back
noto : afternoon no class

time : I have to go to class liao
time : later sms me la..

noto : okok
noto : bye bye

time : after class will go mv d..
time : buhbye

noto : so shuang
noto : ok
noto : bye la

time : :-*

September 27, 2008

when I decided to trust 100%..

time : I‘m back

noto : today so late de?

time : told you got external lec
time : ent surgeon came to give lec
time : 5-6pm
time : still got headche mah?

noto : yala.. u ate liao only back lor?
noto : no more liao
noto : just had dinner

time : I havent eat yet

noto : really control my diet for a few days 1st

time : just now lunch time diarrhea

noto : whole mouth also ulcer

time : dont wanna eat liao

noto : heh?

time : oh..

noto : i also kena abit ler...

time : drink more water, dear

noto : mayb yesterday de durian not so fresh liao
noto : ya
noto : dirnking looooo
noto : u also lor
noto : then now ok liao mar?

time : ok kua
time : dare not eat lo..

noto : must eat la...
noto : diarrhea oledi loosing energy liao
noto : some more dun eat

time : wont be la..
time : you forgot I hyper de meh?
time : hehe..

noto : haha

time : I'll know when to eat la..

noto : tat 1 i really forgot liao...

time : haha..

noto : been so wen rou to me
noto : haha

time : cheh..
time : wei ah..
time : you havent answer my question le..

noto : i dunno how to answer u now....
noto : but im certainly happy now lor....
noto : can we just stay like this for awhile more ar?

time : ok lo..

noto : y suddenly got such thought?

time : it makes me restless
time : unsecure
time : and I have no idea if you're cheating me or what
time : I really dont know you..

noto : then we shall not bring this so far away 1st lo

time : maybe I think too much already lo..

noto : tell u la...
noto : im having too much things behind my back....
noto : really not tat simple...
noto : need time

time : I'm not forcing you to make any decision
time : just want you to be true to me
time : that's all
time : if you have a gf, just tell

noto : let me tell u something from my heart then

time : I'll be alright

noto : this 1 is for real.....
noto : the 1st time i saw da pic u sent me...
noto : only u de....
noto : my heart gone mad.......
noto : arryhtmia.... almost V fib....
noto : haha

time : haha..
time : it spoils the romantic feel

noto : haha
noto : sori.......
noto : anyway.....
noto : really de....
noto : then having so many common things wif u....
noto : let us just be in our little world for a longer time 1st can mar?

time : that's what I wanna hear
time : that you were true
time : but promise me one thing
time : if you ever feel that you wanna leave
time : please inform me
time : dont leave me in the dark

noto : ok
noto : i promise

time : alright

noto : so...
noto : now...
noto : i feel like making my heart go V fib again~

time : huh?
time : haha..
time : why?

noto : send me a photo in simple words
noto : hahahaha

time : too many times v fib I'll be loosing you
time : I dont wanna take the risk
time : :P

noto : wah lao
noto : like tat also can let u turn the topic ar
noto : heh
noto : yerrrrrr

time : haha..

noto : huai ren

time : hehe..
time : I'll give when time has come
time : like that day
time : dont worry
time : I dont want you to depend too much on how I look but more to the person I am

noto : haha.....
noto : let u say until ur photo like kissing me in real like tat...
noto : heh
noto : ok la..
noto : then i wont always ask liao la...
noto : hee~

time : hehe..
time : dai sek :-*

noto : heh
noto : just now dinner i had a very healthy meal.....
noto : baked beans wif eggs
noto : haha

time : haha..
time : you really work hard on loosing weight hor..
time : makes my heart sadden for a while
time : anyway, as long as it supply sufficient nutrients then it should be ok

noto : haha... at the same time also to control my body from getting sick ma...
noto : ok de ok de~
noto : dun worry... i dun eat also still got enough nutrient

time : haha..
time : just dont eat durian so often ah..

noto : ya... stop for a few days 1st...

time : easy to get sick

noto : firdge got alot
noto : haha

time : my god..

noto : guess wut's my highest record of my weight

time : dont want

noto : haha
noto : it was 6 years ago de la...
noto : not now
noto : heh

time : dare not to know
time : anyway, how's your assignment?
time : started already?

noto : chehhh
noto : haha
noto : not yes
noto : not yet
noto : postpone to wed liao
noto : so today rest awhile

time : oh.. good also

noto : my part jsut do clinical featrues & complication of HFM disease...
noto : so ok lor

time : but I think the biggest cause is you were eating too much durian
time : now mouth ulcers liao
time : shuang liao lo?
time : HFM is?

noto : hahaha.... mayb
noto : then firdya drink le.r..
noto : 3 nights not enough sleep...
noto : hand food & mouth

time : so rest more la now..
time : dont make me worry

noto : damn..... i smell durian.............................................

time : behave yourself
time : durian is poisonous, durian is poisonous, durian is poisonous, durian is poisonous, durian is poisonous
time : brain wash you
time : hehe..

noto : my housemates eating it for dinner.......................................

time : oh.. hell
time : pinch your nose and walk fast to your room
time : cover your head with blanket and sleep
time : that's the best way you can do
time : hehe..
time : wei ah.. I need to nap for a while
time : let's sleep together
time : hehe..

noto : cannot
noto : durian ler~
noto : haha
noto : wah lao...
noto : learn from me liao ar...
noto : haha

time : no durian, no durian, no durian, no durian, no durian, no durian, no durian

noto : okok
noto : go la..

time : dont curi curi makan huh..
time : later I wake up to catch you
time : hehe..

noto : haha
noto : wont la..
noto : ulcer really hurt so bad

time : mm. luckily you know
time : okla..

noto : okok
noto : go sleep la

time : ..zzzZZZ

September 26, 2008

when I realise something..

time : where were you?

noto : housemate back..
noto : went out to tok wif him

time : then go talk to him la
time : always chat half way disappear de wor..
time : X-(

noto : tok finish liao

time : we also finish talking liao

noto : fine

time : >:P

noto : >:P>:P

time : dont you think you're selfish?

noto : abit
noto : tat's y i said im not ready

time : if I dont like you liao you also dont care de lor..

noto : y suddenly wanna bring this up again ler?
noto : i do care
noto : but then

time : are we gonna end up here?

x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

time : we had an argue

friend : when did it happen actually?
friend : today?

time : guess the prob has been there from the begining
time : just never see it when in love
time : then lastnight I found out and think we should talk bout it
time : and maybe today we both were quite moody because of exam
time : then we argue bout it
time : I told him he's selfish
time : and he said he knew it
time : do you think selfish is a very big prob?
time : cause before this I always told myself, I've found a perfect guy
time : nothing could stop us
time : then suddenly the selfish thing pop up
time : and I dont know why is it so unbearable
time : do you think it's a big deal for being selfish?

friend : you asking me because you trust me right?

time : of course

friend : and allow me to speak freely

time : alright
time : that's what I need you to

friend : how much do you know this guy my dear

time : haha..

friend : you only know him tru sms, online chatting

time : I know you're gonna say this

friend : and you havent even met him yet

time : yaya

friend : i don know bout you, but to me, that's a real big problem for me

time : I somehow think I cant accept it because I've been pampered by my friends
time : all my close friends and family will always chin zhao me a lot
time : at first I feel he chin zhao me a lot
time : till I found out he's selfish too

friend : no no no wait, before going into that...
friend : allow me to finish my point first

time : okok

friend : you see, the first step itself is alr wrong, which i think it is, at least i think so
friend : you don know him much, in in terms of, you haven really communicate, talk to him in person yet. face to face. and how much can you trust a realtionship like tht. and be calm and think bout it, hw much convinced you are to have this kinda relationship?

time : yaya
time : that's the prob

friend : you really convinced that, you and him, is in a relationship?
friend : you really think that?

time : I dont

friend : you don't right, so he is not your bf, can i say that?

time : yes
time : haha..

friend : yes he is? or yes you agree with me?

time : agree with you
time : actually I knew all that

friend : you knew, everybody knows
friend : and why would you still wanna be involved with him with your true feelings?

time : I'm weak at this
time : I cant control myself

friend : juz wan you to think bout one thing that, how much do you know this guy

time : I know I dont know him much
time : that's why the prob now
time : I dont know why everytime I face him I'll give true feelings
time : I really cant help myself
time : then in college.. you know..
time : I dont really have true friends
time : suddenly feel pathetic for myself

friend : the pathetic thing in life is to feel pathetic for yourself

time : agree

friend : first and foremost, don feel pathetic for yourself first, there's nothing to be so pathetic of.
friend : everyone has problems, problems surface, we face it, and we fix it
friend : but first identify the problem first.
friend : the very very first problem that i notice is that you don know this guy much.

time : maybe let me tell you how he treat me first?

friend : ok, spit it out

time : ok. as I told you we share a lot in common
time : we talk bout everything
time : that kills my boredom
time : even in class, we sms to kill each others boredom
time : that's a thing a friend could share
time : then we'll take care of each others study
time : he'll guide me which website to search info for assignment, where to study..
time : when I said I couldnt understand the lecture he'll explain or try to find out the things for me. he even send me his lecture notes
time : then of course we were like normal couples share bout everyday stuff like have you had your lunch and all that..
time : a kinda 24hrs care from a person who know you a lot(although he seem to be a stranger)
time : just because we share a lot of thinking
time : we really think it's unbelievable when we can guess each others thought or will speak out before the other
time : that feeling is like having a twin sibling found after 20years of lonely life in this planet
time : then I know I was addicted to it
time : maybe till now I still very attached to it
time : trying to pull myself out
time : so you might think we know each other not long enough
time : but sharing all these in common, we're really like sharing the same brain which we could think and solve problem together in the way we both think it should be
time : the feeling when we know each for 1week is already like few years
time : the only thing we didnt know bout each other is just the years we've been through at different part on earth
time : we both believes in horoscope

friend : and he did mention that you are his gf?

time : nope

friend : ok. you cont with what you wanna say first....

time : we know bout ourselves and each other's character from horoscope
time : we see things in the same perspective
time : even you and me knowing each other for so long but we might still have different opinion sometimes right?
time : but he and I merely have this kinda prob
time : I think this is the part why ppl couldnt understand how we could get into a relationship so fast
time : your comment pls

friend : did it ever occur to you that, he actually has a real gf there, and was juz fooling with you? i m not saying that he is, juz keeping the extreme possiblities in head

time : I dont think he has so much time to have another gf at the other side because most of his time was chatting with me

friend : did it ever occur to you that, when we know someone very new, we juz present our best self to them, to impress them, to get their attention, but that so called besf self of us, is actually not the real person that lies underneath

time : ya
time : always thought of that
time : that's why the prob now
time : secret reveals..

friend : for example, when i know someone, i juz be polite, caring to this fren, as i juz know him or her, and i juz wanna impress her, so whatever he or she says, i will juz agree with him or her

time : haha..
time : ya
time : but what I meant between us for sharing the same thought is not like what you think
time : I know what you mean
time : not that prob
time : if I really dont agree with that I will just say no
time : I'm not that blind yet
time : when somebody speaks out your mind
time : you'll know
time : whether he's true
time : when you never give clues, and someone is telling the exact thing in your mind
time : dont you think that's unbelievable?
time : and it didnt happen once
time : but most of the time

friend : did it ever occur to you that, when in love, you are so blind, and even if some problem happens, you juz cover it for him

time : I did although I still not agree with it

friend : i understand, i totally understand your feelings

time : and I'll tell him if I dont like it
time : strictly

friend : but how would you wanna proceed further with the fact that, you haven even met him?

time : we plan to meet after exam
time : but after this thing happen
time : I doubt if I should still meet him
time : maybe meeting him will change my mind?
time : maybe he's a bad guy from somewhere wanna cheat me?
time : should I go out with him?
time : should I trust a stranger like him?
time : all these are running in my mind still
time : I havent make decision
time : I just want myself to judge whether he worth it

friend : ok

time : am I awake?
time : or am I blind?

friend : i don know

time : ok
time : let God decides
time : see how our decision is after exam
time : we'll talk in details after exam
time : that's our commitment

September 21, 2008

when it comes..

time : friend, I think I'm falling in love..
time : I think I'm in love with a guy..

friend : just go to the point
friend : lol
friend : dont beat around the bush
friend : like a hk drama
friend : episode 1234
friend : XD
friend : wanna noe!!
friend : wat happen?

time : :))
time : erm..
time : never met
time : but have seen each other through fans club
time : he's a med stu
time : we have a lot in common
time : we both have the feeling of sharing every moment
time : but I feelike something is not enough to put us together
time : I don't know him long enough
time : and sometimes I will doubt whether he treats all girls the same
time : I just don't know

friend : then

time : then I'm stuck
time : my new sem just started
time : a lot of things to study
time : but I'm stuck on him
time : don't know what to do..

friend : :)):)):))
friend : well
friend : hope to hear gd news fr u
friend : :p

time : not started yet

friend : u willing huh?

time : just feelike it's beginning
time : I think I will
time : but cant be too soon

friend : so he is da one who makes u left me abandon
friend : aha

time : did I?
time : my god..

friend : our miss meg falls in love
friend : lol

time : just know him for a week
time : hey, stop that
time : he's quite a caring guy, ya know
time : last week I was sick

friend : but dont u feel insecure
friend : wen u see

time : he persuaded me to take med

friend : so many diff girls in his fs?
friend : hmmm

time : I know he must have ex

friend : i din mean jealousy whore
friend : or pure selfish
friend : but u noe
friend : :P

time : haha..
time : maybe those ppl are not important enough to scare me off
time : haha..
time : la la la la la ~

friend : :))
friend : damn confident
friend : i like
friend : :P

time : and we sms during lectures
time : our lec time is the same
time : so we're like sharing every moment
time : sometimes when the class is too bored

friend : :))
friend : uh huh
friend : :X:X:X
friend : then
friend : tell me more
friend : lalala

time : he'll greet you at the first moment he get up from the bed..
time : and he can even come to computer desk to tell me that he's home before he has time to remove his socks
time : can you believe that?

friend : yes
friend : i blive
friend : :D:D

time : I mean that's kinda exaggerate

friend : it is true
friend : it is real

time : when love strucks
time : sweetness can melt your heart

friend : u feel like u r floating
friend : wen u noe
friend : this cute guy did tat
friend : rite
friend : hehehe

time : ya.
time : hahaha...

friend : u check ur cellphone often
friend : :X
friend : u will think of him b4 u go to sleep
friend ; u just cant concentr8
friend : u r waiting

time : and I'm always asking myself: "is he for real?"

friend : wait for 2 more weeks n c ok
friend : :D:D
friend : he will make a move

time : haha..
time : and he has bad habits too
time : he drink, smoke and clubbing

friend : he smokes?
friend : ooooo

time : but I can accept that

friend : can u accept?
friend : :p
friend : ok
friend : love is colorblind

time : when everything comes in one
time : nothing is more important than charac, ya know..

friend : well kl guy wdaya expect? ;)
friend : normal loh
friend : pj dude somemore
friend : :p

time : lastnight he told me it was ladies night
time : he wanna go clubbing
time : then I hesitate for a while
time : before I said ok, he may go
time : he quickly said he feelike don't wanna go already
time : he said he wanna chat with me
time : but then I tell him not to
time : I asked him to go
time : I wanna study
time : eventually we both study together
time : haha..

friend : :))
friend : well i noe i noe
friend : i mean
friend : i really2 noe those kinda moments n feelings
friend : cos i did go tru wif my ex b4
friend : it was like
friend : doin almost everything together
friend : but u n him in diff places
friend : ;;)
friend : u 2 feel connected
friend : n everything seems so right
friend : hehehe
friend : u guys talk on the phone?
friend : or mostly on9 chatting?
friend : webcammie?
friend : :p

time : most msn

friend : most important thing is
friend : u guys r connected
friend : secretly
friend : ;))

time : haha..
time : but I just feelike I've not know him enough

friend : just a wk
friend : wadaya expect

time : haha..

friend : a month dear
friend : one month afta
friend : u wont b tat blind nemore

time : one month can decide?

friend : then u can judge

time : ok

friend : u want it
friend : or not

time : will try